I
did it again. Off I flew, jumping with excitement.
My
heart was lingering between your eyes, but I flew.
My
legs move me, the heart in my chest is pounding.
I
chant to myself - why did I not talk?
Why
can't I speak? Why do I run off like that?
I
walk a distance, feeling a tugging in me.
I
turn around and look, and I see your silly blue cap
Shining
like a beacon, down the way.
It’s
yelling to me with light,
"I'm
here! I'm here!"
Part
of me wants to run back, swoop down the hill
And
stand before your blue hat, breathless and exhilarated.
But
then I sigh, and say,
But
what do I have to say to him?
Nothing
of importance.
There
are things I could say,
But
I've already walked away
And
I left it on good terms.
Best
to make a clean exit.
So
I keep walking.
My
mind flashes, remembering
I
accidentally poked you when you walked by.
Smiling. Turn to look again but I can’t see.
Now
I'm walking across the flow of traffic,
Looking
for a clear line of sight
And
yes, I see it - there's that blue light.
Now
I'm laughing.
It's
just, you know,
I
don't really want to talk.
I
think I would be happy
Just
to sit by you, close my eyes
And
feel your vibration. When you’re
near,
The
world looks beautiful, bright and clear
And
I feel love allowing life to flow with ease.
Making
conversation would only distract me
From
the energetic current
That
draws me to you.
Those
were my thoughts
But
time had already intruded,
And
I ran off. So I turned and left,
and then
I
drove through the sunset,
And
now I'm nowhere near you.
But
in my mind, I can see the glow
Around
your bright eyes, and I know
There's
some of me in it.
The
day I met you,
When
I flew away from you that first time,
I
fancied that some of you came with me.
The
energy of an ethereal smile and sparkling eyes,
To
whom I said, make yourselves at home, sweet particles.
While
your charge lasts, you are welcome here.
