I had my parameters all laid out. I had my little “place” here, fenced and labeled within the grid – the construct of life – just like everybody. We all had our little claims staked out, the territories we all defined ourselves by. But while we were busy, or during the night, the grid started to fall away, and now we’re all waking up and discovering that there’s actually nothing “holding us up” here. We’ve been suspending ourselves all along, and the grid was an illusion. In fact, we can expand and move in any direction we decide to, and our creativity and ability to dream and imagine are really the only things that matter. And gradually, we sense a potential to love everyone – to love everything we encounter, realizing that they are our own face in the mirror. One by one, we all start to notice this enhanced capacity to love, which swells into desire to love more - desire to experience, desire to expand into all other beings, in all ways. Some pressure comes up – for me, anyway – as I hover here, realizing that experience is infinite and my future is solely dependent on what I create for myself, in this moment, now. My tendency is to sit still and get my bearings. I say, “I’m gonna just stay right here for a while, and ponder how to jump into action again.” But that’s wishful thinking. It’s more like the flow of life has got me, and I’m going, creatively or not.
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